Grabe I'm so pagoood! Been out of the house the whole day and I think I don't have any energy left to pack my suitcase! And I'm leaving by tomorrow! Aaargh! I'll probably end up forgetting to bring something. Haaay!

BTW a friend taught me some tips regarding Photoshop and it's so cool! Unfortunately I dunno when I will be free to make some wallpapers so I could apply those tricks. Hehe! She also taught me something about CSS or Cascading blah-blah. I just hope I don't forget all about it. Oops I forgot to mention! I have been getting some problems regarding my site. And tomorrow is my last day at Informatics so now I have to pester my teacher to help me. And oh another thing, I have an exam tomorrow!!! Oh Gad what if I don't pass or something? I can't possible fail. I have been having some problems regarding that failure/success thing. Sometimes it's just not fair. Hmm what am I talking about?! See nawala na naman ang aking train of thought. Oh well it's just been a tiring day.

Something happened today. I guess it's a good thing I had the chance to hear it today, to inspire me I guess. It's just that when I said goodbye to a friend, I felt so SAD all of a sudden. I dunno. Gad I love my friends and now we'll be miles apart. I can't bear the thought of it. It's just so sad that sometimes you have to leave someone or something, parang sacrifice ba, so as to pursue another, whatever that may be. Hey I'm getting sentimental! Ick! Hehe! Anyway nawala na naman ako. Like I said, something happened that made me realize that hey I'm not losing my friends, I'm not even "leaving" them, if you know what I mean. It's just that even with a change of address, I don't think we'll ever grow apart. They've been a part of me and I'll forever cherish them. So basically what I'm saying is that I don't think I have the heart and the guts to forget them. :-) I would probably think of something that will let us talk or even see each other.

Hmm, i-sabotage ko kaya ang airplane namin? Hehe!

Anyway gtg since I still have to wake up early tomorrow!

Aaarggh! Something happened to my IE awhile ago and now I have to re-type everything! :-/

Anyway as I was saying, it's been 4 days since my last post. It's weird since I thought it was a week or two. Oh well it must have been the frequent night-outs and such. Oh no, don't get me wrong, I absolutely love it. :-)

Gad di pa nga ako umaalis eh, I missed my friends already: the new ones esp. from our group, probably since I don't think I've established enough times with them; and the old ones since I've been with them for years now. Haaaay!

BTW, just signed up for a business of some kind. I'm not confident enough that it'll work for me but I've seen and heard enough to convince myself that I should try it, and I am or did. Anyway it's been tough coming to that decision since I've consulted two of my dearest friends and they're on opposite poles. Asking one after the other, maya-maya, hilo na ako! But then I've just realized, I better should think for myself, and so I did. :-) It might not work for me but then I'm mighty proud that I've come to that decision because I wanted to. :-)

Every time I logged in on the Net, I usually go to Peyups. This is one of the websites where I usually hang out, besides of course our group The Philippine Tolkien Society. Well, anyway, I found this useless quiz.

According to that,




Hah I have no idea what that means, but it's fun! :)

Okay the worst is over... and I'm talking about our lunchdate yesterday. We met in SM Megamall, ate our lunch together and waited for the inevitable.

It was pretty hard for me since I think it was my first time to really talk about THAT particular event. All the emotions that were bottled up for the past two months just swept over me right there and then. It was such a miracle I didn't sob loudly. The only thing that happened that would suggest that something is going on was when a tear or two fell and rolled down my cheek. I was too late to wipe it away. I guess I didn't know how painful it is/was until that moment. It's been hell for me. Well not really but I guess it was close.

My friends also told me what they felt during those two months. It was not easy hearing their side because for me, I felt they abandoned me or something, which was not the case. But I'm glad we did this. I don't want to lose another friend because of this stupid thing.

For now, I can say we're still okay.

Oops forgot to write about a lunchdate together with my friends. It's gonna happen tomorrow! Yikes!!! Well, you might think, Hello, it's just a lunchdate and for Eru's sake, it's with your friends, but actually we had some problems. Uhm, correction, I got some problems, and I think I want to make it up to them. Tell you all about it in a while. Wish me luck..have to confess something to them...hehe! Pa-drama effect!

I made my 2nd webpage kanina when I was at the Informatics Institute BUT stupid me, I think I forgot to save it. Aargh! Now I have to make another page when I could make my THIRD right now! Hmph! Oh well, at least I was able to make another LOTR wallpaper. I'm learning a lot right now regarding Photoshop and HTML and I'm so excited. Time to learn some new things! Wheeee!

As of this moment, I created my very 1st webpage!!! Not really much for those who are sure-techies but hey I just learned HTML for 3 days. Hehe! Anyway it doesn't feature much, just some links and thank-yous. Wanna see? Here it is.

I hope I can add a page or two by October. And hopefully by then my knowledge about website designing have grown. Wow I'm pretty excited.

I signed up for a free webspace at Fateback and I hope I could get it up and running within a week or so, at least, to put up some links and such. BUT that's not the case since I would soon be leaving the comforts of my home to somewhere I don't know what to expect. Coz of that, I don't know when I will be back online. What a bummer.

Gad, I miss my friends...

I've waited for this to happen, writing my own blog and publishing it on the web. I'm pretty excited about it, now that I know some basic HTML codes. But now that I'm here in front of my computer, I don't know what to say. sigh...

Well it's 1:55 AM here in Manila and yet I don't feel weary or sleepy even though I have to go to an EB tomorrow, I mean, later. Probably because I just had a fight with my mom. Yes, a fight. I don't know what's wrong with us but I notice that we've been fighting quite often. Hohum...

Ayayayay! My first blog ever. Wowoweee!